excerpt from my journal June of '06
I was six months out from the death of my wife of 19+ years, mother of my three kids...
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What we cannot redeem God can and what we cannot erase God will. "Give and be blessed." Christ said in response to the people's cry. It is time to arise and go, saying "Give and be blessed." Have I given? My feelings are that you will use these gifts, I yield them to you, let the simple gifts give you the praise.
- Lord, today I ask you to allow me to let a little more of the hurt go. Not the memory, or the good, but the hurt only. I cast all my cares on you Lord.
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3 comments:
You have such a loving and kind soul. Your wife was blessed with 19 years of your companionship and you are blessed with the memories of the years in which God shared her with you. I hope your day is bringing you happiness...
I can only imagine the pain of losing a spouse. The three weeks away from my husband (while he was in Israel) were more difficult than I imagined and honestly made me wonder if I would be able to survive if I ever lost him. Your post gives me hope that God can work in us, even in the midst of the worst pain we can imagine. Thanks for sharing and I pray your heart continues to heal, but never forget.
Thanks for stopping by my blog. I will check into that book you recommended. It sounds like one I'd enjoy!
that is so moving. let the hurt go yes, and keep the memory yes. a subtle yet huge difference. some things are beyond us for another to help us with. you've got the right 'another' there... lots of love, V
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